I get worried easy these days, overly paranoid, not that i know what a single noid is, well maybe its a noid, not the noid.

Had to run down to Greenlake to eat with Maria on her break.  She works from 9am to 7pm today at the Elements Massage.

Heard a song on the radio on the way there by Matchbox 20 and it made me think of myself being unable to sleep last nite, trying to be quite and let Maria sleep

 

 

All day Staring at the ceiling

Making friends with shadows on my wall

All night Hearing voices telling me

That I should get some sleep

Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on

I’m feeling like I’m headed for a Breakdown

I don’t know why

I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell

I know, right now you can’t tell

But stay awhile and maybe then you’ll see

A different side of me

I’m not crazy, I’m just a little impaired

I know, right now you don’t care

But soon enough you’re gonna think of me

And how I used to be

Me Talking to myself in public

Dodging glances on the train      [MAKE it BUS and yeah}

I know

I know they’ve all been talking ’bout me

I can hear them whisper

And it makes me think there must be something wrong

With me

Out of all the hours thinking

Somehow

I’ve lost my mind

I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell

I know, right now you can’t tell

But stay awhile and maybe then you’ll see

A different side of me

I’m not crazy, I’m just a little impaired

I know right now you don’t care

But soon enough you’re gonna think of me

And how I used to be

I been talking in my sleep

Pretty soon they’ll come to get me

Yeah, they’re taking me away

I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell

I know, right now you can’t tell

But stay awhile and maybe then you’ll see

A different side of me

I’m not crazy I’m just a little impaired

I know, right now you don’t care

But soon enough you’re gonna think of me

And how I used to be

Hey, how I used to be

How I used to be, yeah

Well I’m just a little unwell

How I used to be

How I used to be

Life runs in strange and crazy ways.

Im just strange and crazy, cant run for crap knee, maybe I should of not gone dancing on it so soon after the surgery back in college?

What!

The pain medication from the surgery earlier in the day had not even begun to wear off so why not DANCE!

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